F.I.N.E

I've made up me mind
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right
Don't need to look no further
This ain't lust
I know this is love

If I tell the world
I'll never say enough
Cos it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do
If I end up with you

Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads no where,
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there.
Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waiting as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it or.

This song, well. yess, Imma start my writing with this song on repeat mode. umm, I don't know what to say. I'm not that worried, I'm not that obvious terrified, I'm not that stupid oso, and uh, I'm not a stone too. I'm a human being that been created with full of love and cares, lot's of it. I can not hope for more, I can not ask for anything that impossible to get. I know where I stand. Also, I know what I want. Me just being myself instead trying to be someone just because wanna please everyone. I need love. I need soul. I need a place or more likely to say a home. Yea, I think I already got it. I thought I've own it, Am I? Oh well, I'm not sure, I don't have any apparent reason to be like this shitty. It just hit me like a lightning. Baamm! right infront of my freakin hideous face. Sometimes, not sometimes but OFTEN. I keep askin myself, why this thingy happens all of sudden, Am I so fuckin annoying ? Am I too stupid to be with you ? Am I that terrible tremendously ugly? Am I don't deserve anything from you ? *SIGH* Well, to be truth, this is not a big deal nor matter I guess? It jes me? HAHA me??? Whatever. I'm strong enough to hold on and stay ;) That's the most friggin IMPORTANT <3 Everything has a solution, I keep bear that in my mind. I always does that ;) that's make me more stronger. Everybody make mistakes we're human being, thus nobody PERFECT ;)

Life's is about you appreciate the present not kept your past and acting like a crap. That's totally wrong! What you should do is keep smiling and leave it there. Meaning to say, accept your past and leave it there and move on. Move on for a better life. I've learn a lot from my past not less from my present too. Head up and keep smiling ;)